i hate doing the visual diary, i hate it so much, it is just not how i work

i don’t like record every damn thought or tiny sketch i have, i don’t develop them all, i don’t save records of my progress, all i do is draw and think and then maybe from what i’m thinking while drawing i do something good and i can’t write stuff like that down

if i tried to think of an idea by writing or if i took time out from drawing to write stuff it wouldn’t work at all, it would stop being an idea and start being a mark

i also don’t even do ideas really, i draw til i get something good then i go with that, i just draw stuff that’s fun to draw and with this i’m expected to like analyse my work for ~meaning~ or something

with my art there is no meaning, i don’t work like that, it’s what was fun to draw at the time, sure i look at my work and others’ work so i can see what i did good or bad, and what others did, and i try to get better but i can’t then go and write it down. i just draw it. and i also don’t like. print it out and write comments later. or fill a special book full of ideas or anything. i just draw and draw and that is how i work