ok I’m going to talk about  a thing

at the end of the year everyone in my year has to make a creative thing on what we’ve learned from doing community service this year

(at my school all year 10s have to do 20 hours community service)

and I’m basically expected to make some fantastic artwork on how I’ve had an ~~~~~epiphany~~~~~ about how helping people is so ~~amazing~~ and fantastic and all that stuff

and yeah, maybe some people in our year have?? like that’s not a bad thing

but i have learned exactly two things from volunteering:

the majority of volunteers are old ladies who are incredibly nice 

and harry potter books sell way better than twilight books (about 8 times better I think)

and I really don’t think that’s what my teachers want

also 

about artwork quality

like

I really do not care very much about this thing

and there are wips i have which i very much do care about 

and if I have time to either work on the thing I don’t care about or the thing i really care about

I am sure as hell not going to do something I was forced to do and find uninteresting

but I am expected to produce something that is equal in quality to stuff i care about

and I just???

ugh